happiness and kitties

Rain makes me really happy. Like, the happiest I've ever been. It is the only time you will see me with a really wide smile on my mouth, and actually mean it. That, and my baby kitty. Who's not so much a baby or a kitty. But she's mine and I lurveeeee her so fucking much. Those are the only two times I will really ever be truly happy whilst in this funky depression.